Rocketship
‘Rocketship’
This is what life is like
When I believe true love exists.
And I will do so forever.
Because she is out there.
And she has been here.
Fate had given mercy enough
To deliver her constancy to me
Just as I had unbrokenly desired.
Although to my grave dismay
I was not prepared to receive her.
Yet I take no misery upon defeat
Within detachment of physical bond.
Nor do I allow my revulsion
To corrupt the grace of her memory.
In absolute truth she remains divine.
She will serve as testimony evermore
As the only dream brazen forward
To challenge the fabric of my reality.
The echo of her beauty resonates eternal
And requires no form of reminiscence.
Her existence in me is shelter and peril.
She has made darkness into daylight.
And in her absence I have seen
Time become torture.
And pain become purpose.
For what then shall I account
The sympathy of fate to provide foretaste
And permit me a mere sample
Of a magnificence beyond my epoch.
I beg mercy shall not live here as cruelty.
I deeply sustain both blessing and curse
In notion that my days survive unfinished.
This is what life is like.
When she has been here.
And I have let her go.
In mercy I know she exists.
In cruelty I know she is gone.
This is my heart’s concern as I yearn for her return.
September 21, 2009 at 6:01 am
LOVE iT ♥
love your crew !! 
soo talented nd funny guys! more power!
September 21, 2009 at 9:39 am
You are so beautiful. There are no other words to simply describe it. So, with complexity I explain:
Your soul is deep;
I pray and hope that the world knows this,
For your soul overflows with a type of knowledge that the ignorant are none the wiser to.
A broad spectrum colours dance in the current of your heartbeat,
The matter mixing together to form a mysterious, dark cloud of protection.
This cloud, however, somewhat subconsciously thins out to let the light brighten your vulnerability.
You’ve felt love before – don’t let that feeling go.
Out there is a woman, be it the same girl you ponder or another, that shall fulfil your souls’ desires.
I pray that out there, she – your true love – is listening to every emotion you so meaningfully convey to her.
Just be patient with love and keep being you.
You are amazing at expressing your feelings through your dance, music and poetry. I hope that I am lucky enough to meet a man like you, Ryan. When he eventually does cross my path, I will not let him go. I just hope that he hasn’t already been and gone.
Much love, AsiaNerdPride – aka Trisna
September 21, 2009 at 5:52 pm
Not my favorite one, but I still like it.
Thanks
September 22, 2009 at 2:32 am
yet again, i am left speechless
September 22, 2009 at 4:20 am
If she meant that much to you, and if you haven’t tried to get her back yet then maybe you need to. You’re such a great guy, any girl would be lucky to have you.
September 23, 2009 at 11:35 am
The girl whom you were writing about must be someone special that everyone else doesn’t seem to see, but you.
(:
September 24, 2009 at 9:35 pm
i have a big hole in my stomach is sooo beautiful an a pice of advice for you ryan if you find some one that makes you feel this way don’t let it go enjoy every oportunity you have to love and be happy . all the love in the world from my part
October 1, 2009 at 8:39 am
maybe you should move on. quit dwelling in the unchangeable past, live like there is no tomorrow presently for a great and mysterious future. girls will still like you if you aren’t “emo”.
October 5, 2009 at 7:31 pm
Yet again my love 4 poetry has been deepend by your work ryan! Keep inspiren through music nd dance! u know the way u do!
October 6, 2009 at 1:46 am
this made me cry…
i don’t even know why this made me cry… it didn’t even hit home… i just get that feeling when i hear pieces so wonderful… and having it come from my inspiration is even greater! thank you.
October 17, 2009 at 2:59 am
I love how you keep your writing simple and with so much description ryan i think your beautiful and amazing and your writing makes you even more beautiful and amazing! Write what’s on your mind